I need sleep. This site has taken a lot of my time and energy trying to perfect every detail so I can produce some kind of income. I've been staying up late trying to come up with new ideas. Post pins on Pinterest, Reddit — it's a mind fuck. I'm not working, so I have the time; I just pick the wrong time to do it. I should be investing into my sleep. Then my days are not as productive and I'm tired and irritated by everything. It's not fair to the people I'm around. I'm on edge now and trying my best to stay calm.
I should put my phone down and just take a nap. Not feed into this petty argument with someone. I don't have to prove I'm right or how I feel — because realistically, if my feeling meant shit, we wouldn't be in this argument. I just need to calm down and not go into crazy mode where I want to lash the fuck out. It would be so cool to do the opposite of what I usually do and test myself and not fall back into the same patterns. Maybe I can actually change things up myself without pulling my normal.